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I am a born-again Christian who happens to be a transman, currently in transition. In this blog I post some musings and thoughts about my spiritual journey.




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  • 03/08: Let's Love One Another

    Brothers and sisters, let's love one another
    Regardless of things that make each one unique:
    Regardless of races, regardless of language,
    Regardless of countries, our genders and age.

    Let's love one another without condemnation,
    Those among us who are strait and who're gay,
    Those who're cisgender and those who're transgender,
    Those who're bisexual or intersex.

    Let's love one another, receive one another
    Without condemnation as God receives us.
    We were justified by our Lord Savior Jesus,
    We were born again through believing in Him.

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/08: Prayer for Transition

    «O God, I believe that transition
    For me is the proper way.
    I ask You for Your leading
    And guidance on this pathway.

    This way is not very easy,
    There are many thorns on it,
    But, God, I believe that You guide me
    And that You are always with me.

    Although some people reject me
    Some people misunderstand,
    I know that You do not reject me.
    I know that You do understand.

    I ask for Your help in transition.
    Help me to accomplish this way.
    Please give me Your help and guidance,
    Please give Your support every day.»

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/04: Diversity in God's Creation

    There is diversity in God's creation.
    God did not make all people look the same.
    There are a lot of diff'rent human races:
    Some people're white, some're yellow, and some're black.

    Right-handers, ambidexters, and left-handers;
    Straits, lesbians, bisexuals, and gays;
    Cisgenders, genderqueers, and transgenders;
    Asexuals; males, females, intersex.

    We're all created by the same Creator,
    He made us who He wanted us to be.
    There're no errors in our God's creation,
    He wants diversity in humankind.

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/02: Shall I Remain or Transition?

    «O God, You know my doubts.
    You know my struggles within.
    You know all the problems
    I had outside and within.

    I know You are my Creator,
    You created me as I am.
    According to Your desire,
    You made me a transman.

    I know that You love me,
    You saved me through Jesus' blood,
    I know You don't condemn me,
    You receive me just as I am.

    But, God, You know that my soul
    And body do not match.
    I have an inner conflict
    Because of their mismatch.

    Shall I remain or transition?
    What is Your will for me?
    I cannot bear this conflict,
    But I want to know Your will.

    O God, I want to transition,
    I cannot live as I do.
    But what is Your desire,
    What is Your plan for me?

    O God, I know that transition
    Is medical treatment for me.
    I know that You work through doctors
    In order to give a relief.

    I believe this is Your solution
    For trans people like me
    To solve our inner conflicts
    And to make us complete.

    I believe that it's Your leading
    For me to take this way.
    I believe it's not a rebellion
    Against Your perfect will.»

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/02: We Are One in Christ

    Even when people reject me,
    I know that God is with me.
    Even when people hate me,
    I know that God loves me.

    God is with me always,
    God loves me who I am,
    He does not condemn me,
    He's justifying me.

    I know, cisgender Christians,
    Christ died for me too.
    I know, cisgender Christians,
    In Christ we all are one.

    Christian straights, gays, and lesbians,
    Cisgenders, transgenders too,
    We all are genuine Christians,
    We all are one in Him.

    We saved by the same Jesus,
    We have the same Father God,
    We have the same Holy Spirit,
    We are in the same Church of God.

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/02: Prayer

    «O God, why did You make me
    Man inside and female outside?
    Why did I suffer so much rejection?
    Why people don't understand me?»

    I prayed to God and asked Him
    Many times.
    I did not understand why God
    Created me this way.

    «O God, You don't make mistakes.
    You knew me who I am
    Before I was conceived and born.
    You made me who I am,
    A Christian transman.
    And it was Your intention for my life.»

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/02: Struggle

    I struggled many years
    With my transgender feelings.
    I asked all-mighty God
    To heal me and make normal.
    But nothing worked.

    I prayed to God:
    «O God, why did you not heal me?
    Why did you not deliver me from sin?»

    I did not understand
    Why I could not become a normal woman.
    I could not understand
    Why God made me transgender and it is a sin.

    But, finally, I saw the light
    And I received an answer.
    God made me who I am,
    God loves me as I am,
    And this is not a sin.

    Posted by: transmaninchrist

    03/02: To Cisgender Christians

    Cisgender brothers and sisters,
    Like you, I'm a child of God,
    Like you, I was created and born again,
    But I am a transman.

    You tell me: «You are a woman.
    God created you this way.»
    You tell me: «You sin against Creator
    When you try to live as a man.»

    No, I'm not a woman.
    I am a man within.
    I cannot become a woman.
    I do not pretend to be.

    I just want to be who I am,
    Who God purposed me to be.
    I am a transgender brother,
    I am a Christian, like you.

    Posted by: transmaninchrist